Eminem - Fall And Stand

I was the kid that said no to cigarets
My parents where proud of me
The life was so bright and easy as a child but once you grow up that light seems so small and easy becomes hard
Maybe it's becease you grew and that light kept the same size
Reality hits right in your face
People tel you what to do but not how it ends
If i knew how everything ended before i wouldn't want to grow up, but its to damn late

Look at me now
Smoking weed till that smile returns everyday
It makes it reasonable to live with the pain
My life is filled with mistakes but some are bigger then i needed
Maybe knowing that you have autism makes you break your mind and flashes your life
Just maybe i rather wanted to die
But i can't put people in that pain
Suicide is not on my name and not my way
Everybody tells you how to rise and fall
BUT NOT HOW TO FALL AND STAND I dont know what to say
Sometimes i'm falling in tears becease it all seems so grey
This world is shit but it's okey
I will find my own foking way
Humans are born but i was made
This time i won't break
Made it this far sow no way i'm quiting
I just hope for you that we are fiting
Allways fighting for a way out
Dady i hope your still proud

Didnt leave family behind, the once who i left left me
Stop discussing if your out
I already got enough hate on me
People is what made me
Enemys embrace me becease i'm a good person they say
I already am at my lowest point of life sow it can't go down hills
Hahaha yeah i'm already smiling again

Just understand that people are breaking themselfs
I've got reasons enough to keep fighting for myself
Maybe find a true lover or make my dreams
We all want to be something so try your best, try harder then the rest
You gotta break the mirror of doubt and get in that ring
"Ping ping(bel)"
This fight ain't over today
Be who you want to be
Becease life is free
Sow make the most out of it
Before it's to damn late