K's Choice - Julian

I was feeling awful
And I had too much to drink
And I could only get a bit better
If I just knew what to think
I wanted to caress you
And to hold you in my arms
I wanted you to touch me
While you strangle me with charms
Raise your glass for love
For Julian
I took you to my bedroom
With just one thing to do
And only seconds later
You were me and I was you
And in silence there together
With the moon ?? that ??
My mother woke me up
And asked me whether I was fine
This one goes out to you
My Julian
You were too beautiful to look at
And to talk with far too kind
So all that`s left is a picture of you
Scratched, inside my mind
Raise your glass for love
For Julian
My Julian