Anouk - Searching

I am looking for answers to questions never posed
I haven't got a clue, I'm living like a ghost
I can't seem to read the signs
I'm swimming in the sand, I'm searching

I hold on to your reasons, I hold on to my dreams
it's all good and bad advice 'cause you have to choose
one friend says to go ahead, other one says don't
I'm searching

whatever I try I can't find it
whatever I roam it's all gone no you can't find it, first you gotta lose it

Looking for an angle to change my point of view
waiting for somebody, someone to relate to
hoping for forgiveness, I'm living for love
I'm searching

Yearning for a teacher, to show me what to do
I'm learning from failure , that's all i can do
working on solutions, a fiction of truth
keep on searching
whatever I try, I can't find it
wherever I am, it's all gone

No you can't find it, first you gotta lose it