Papa Roach - I devise my own demise

I can't control everything
And I can't forget just what I've seen
These memories take me away
To a better place than I am today
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
It is time to say hello goodbye (hello goodbye)
To fade away, fade away alone
(Motherf*ck it, goodbye!)
I just want you to take
Take me back home
To a better place, that I've never known
That I've never known
I can't control everything (death is the only way out!)
And I can't forget just what I've seen
(Death is the only way out!)
These memories take me away
To a better place that I am today
Than I am today
this life I'm losing (this life I'm losing)
I devise my, own demise