Dissension - Cut Your Wings

I don`t know what to think, all my friends gone away
After all their dirty tricks, they`ve never been...
All I know is I like you, but you never were around
When i was down, when I was down, hard to find...

I see clear now how I`ve lived, fooled myself all the time
I just thought that I was happy, but my life is one big lie
Burned pages of a short book, full of pleasure from a lie
I see no one ever loved me, maybe it`s time to fly...

I don`t wanna go to heaven, `cause in heaven you will fly
I don`t wanna go to hell, `cause in hell you die