Lydia - Fatal Mistake

It was a small relation between us
You were the brother of my friend
And I was in love with you for six years
But yet, there was no spark

I gave you things like valentine cards, loveletters
You knew I was in love
But you ignored me so hard

It's so stupid
We kissed, nobody could know
I was so frustrated, furious, so mad
I got so ancious I just hang myself up
By telling everyone, where you were to, about our kiss
I was so proud, now I realise you're the one I miss
I shouldn't have listen to my friends
How can I make this mistake up to you?

And now that I'm older
You start to get less colder
You started to love me, kiss me
You wore the only one I could tell my problems without saying a word

And now it's a week further
For just one kiss I would murder
I love you boy, realise that

It's so stupid
We kissed, nobody could know
I was so frustrated, furious, so mad
I got so ancious I just hang myself up
By telling everyone, where you were to, about our kiss
I was so proud, now I realise you're the one I miss
I shouldn't have said it
Forget this fatal mistake
Please, forget please

I still can't remember why I said it
Forgive me, babe, I need your arms
I remember us lying on your bed
Kissing on your chair
I love you