QT - I'm tryin'

My past overshadows what's goin' on right now
And it hurts so bad
I never thought I'd be all my myself
But then I made you mad
Too many times before,
That's why you locked the door on our love
Then you threw away the key
Now I'm looking out the window
Seeing you with someone else

I know I made mistakes before but this one hit the books
Now I'm just history
I can't adjust to the fact you ain't coming back
And it just eats at me

I'm tryin'
Not to think about the past
Reminiscing on the the love we had
I'm tryin'
And it's killin' me inside
Cause I had to let you go, bye bye...

I'm tryin'
To figure out what's next, oh
Try'na figure out where to go
It's like I'm lost and I'll never be found
Without my love around
Searchin', try'na find the answers to the riddle
Feelin' so little in this big old world
And I hear the clock ticking
Tick tock, aftershock, that's what my body's feelin' I know I made mistakes before but this one hit the books
Now I'm just history
I can't adjust to the fact you ain't coming back
And it just eats at me

I'm tryin'
Not to think about the past
Reminiscing on the the love we had
I'm tryin'
And it's killin' me inside
'Cause I had to let you go, bye bye...
I'm tryin'
Not to think about the past
Reminiscing on the the love we had
I'm tryin'
And it's killin' me inside
'Cause I had to let you go, bye bye...

I'm tryin' to forget about the hugs and the kisses
It hurts to know that a part of me is missin'
My better half, my all I had
Ain't comming back, I'm tryin'

I'm tryin'
Not to think about the past
Reminiscing on the the love we had
I'm tryin'
And it's killin' me inside
Cause I had to let you go, bye bye...
I'm tryin'
Not to think about the past
Reminiscing on the the love we had
I'm tryin'
And it's killin' me inside
Cause I had to let you go, bye bye...