Mary J Blige - No Happy Holidays

I can`t believe
After all this time
I`m in love with a man
Who can never be mine
And just to think
I believe one day you`d really leave
Like you said you would
Cause you don`t love her
But your little girl really needs you, oh
1 - Christmas you weren`t with me
New Year`s Eve you were not around
Valentine`s came and went
Makes me wonder where your time was spent
Fireworks on the Fourth of July
Thanksgiving was another lie
Your family has never met me
And you`ve never met mine, no happy holiday
I have to let go of this feeling
Being with you deprives me of a true love
I can`t go on living this life
Without being number one
This is finally goodbye
I pray to God you live a happy life
Cause loving you just isn`t right
Make her your wife
Repeat 1
I wish I had known
The situation from the start
Now it`s complicated
Because I gave you my heart
Honestly I held on
I held on for dear life
For my ego, my pride
But what goes around, come around
But maybe next time I`ll be on the other side
Hmm, oh, yeah, oh
Last time little didi, di
You`re gone do, do, do, dum
Do do, do, do, do ooh, hey oh