Lil' Wayne - Talkin' 2 Myself

Hey yo, before I start this song man
I just want to thank everybody for being so patient
And bearing with me over these last couple of years
While I figure this shit out

Is anybody out there
It feels like I'm talkin' to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I come from
Can anybody hear me?
Yeah, I guess I keep talkin' to myself
It feels like I'm goin' insane
Am I the one who's crazy

Yeah
Woah-ah
Woah-ah (oh oh oh oh oh)
Woah-ah
Woah-ah (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)

So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel?
If there is then let me in so that I know that I'm not the only one

I went away I guess and opened up some lanes
But there was no one who even knew I was goin' through, growin' pains
Hatred was flowin' through my veins, on the verge of goin' insane
I almost made a song dissin' Lil Wayne
It's like I was jealous of him 'cause of the attention he was gettin'
I felt horrible about myself, he was spittin'
And I wasn't, anyone who was buzzin' back then could have got it
Alomst went at Kanye too, got it
Feels like I'm goin' psychotic, thank God that I didn't do it
I'da had my ass handed to me, and I knew it
But proof isn't here to see me through it
I'm in the booth poppin' another pill tryin' to talk myself into it
Are you stupid, you're gon' start dissin' people for no reason
'Specially when you can't even write a decent punch line even
You're lyin' to yourself
Your slowly dyin' you're denyin'
Your health is declining with your self-esteem
You're crying out for help

Is anybody out there
It feels like I'm talkin' to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I come from
Can anybody hear me?
Yeah, I guess I keep talkin' to myself
It feels like I'm goin' insane
Am I the one who's crazy

So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel
If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one Marshall you're no longer the man, that's a bitter pill to swallow
All I know is that I'm wallowin', self-loathin' and hollow
Bottoms up on the pill bottle maybe I'll hit my bottom tomorrow
My sorrow echo's in this hall though
(Oh-oh-oo, whoa) but I must be talkin' to the wall though
I don't see nobody else
I geuss I keep talkin' to myself
But all these other rappers suck is all that I know
I've turned into a hater, I put up a false bravado
But Marshall is not an egomaniac that's not his motto
He's not a desperado he's desperate, his thoughts are bottled
Inside him, one foot on the break, one on the throttle
Fallin' alseep with writers block in the parkin' lot of McDonald's
But instead of feelin' sorry for yourself do somethin' 'bout it
Admit you got a problem, your brain is clouded you pouted
Long enough, it isn't them its' you you fuckin' baby
Quit worryin' about what they do and do Shady
I'm fuckin' goin' crazy

Is anybody out there
It feels like I'm talkin' to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I come from
Can anybody hear me?
Yeah, I guess I keep talkin' to myself
It feels like I'm goin' insane
Am I the one who's crazy

So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel
If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one

So I picked myself off the ground and fuckin' swam 'fore I drowned
Hit my bottom so hard I bounced twice, suffice this time around
It's different, them last two albums didn't count
Encore I was on drugs, relapse I was flushin' 'em out
I've come to make it up to you now no more fuckin' around
I got something to prove to fans 'cause I feel like I let 'em down
So please except my apology, I finally feel like I'm back to normal
I feel like me again, let me formally
Reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don't know no
The new me's back to the old me and homie, I don't show no
Signs of slowin' up oh and I'm blowin' up all over my life is no longer a movie
But the show ain't over homos
I'm back with a vengeance, homie, Weezy keep ya' head up
T.I. keep ya' head up, Kanye keep ya' head up don't let up
Just keep slayin' 'em, rest in peace to DJ AM
'Cause I know what it's like, I struggle with this shit every single day and um

Is anybody out there
It feels like I'm talkin' to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I come from
Can anybody hear me?
Yeah, I guess I keep talkin' to myself
It feels like I'm goin' insane
Am I the one who's crazy

So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel
If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one

So there it is, damn, it feels like I just woke up or something
I guess I just forgot who the fuck I was, man
Aye yo, and to anybody that I thought about going at
It was never nothin' personal
It was jus' some shit I was going through
And to everybody else, I'm back (haha)