Rihanna - Suicide

Everywhere is still, everything is restless in my heart
I hate the way this feels, suddenly I'm scared to be apart
The days are dark when you're not around
The air is getting hard to breathe
I wish that you would just put me down
I wish that I could go to sleep

Loving you is suicide
I don't know, should I go or should I stay
I'm try'na to keep myself alive
Knowing there's a chance, it's all too late
But I heard you say you love me
That's the part I can't forget
And I wish that you come save me
'Cause I'm standing over the edge I should let you go
Tell myself the things I need to hear
But my brain is why you're wrong
That's why I'm loving you when you're not here
It feels like I drown in every word
And every breath that's in between
Somehow you got me where it really hurts
It's killing every part of me

Loving you is suicide and it's getting harder every day
I'm try'na to keep myself alive
Knowing there's a chance it's all too late
And I'm way past every moment, but I'm still determined to fight
And I know it's taking all my strength
To give emotions alive, loving you is suicide