Chris Brown - How I Feel

Yeah, is how I feel, right
It's only me right, ha
It's like, ha

I was fifteen, a virginia nigga with ambition
Young, but I envision fuckin' them bad bitches
Live my life with no regrets
I try to show respect but you don’t give it
I guess you don’t understand winning
When it might take me a life time to take it back
But it might take you a life time to know the facts, yeah
Just because I'm different it don’t mean you distant
And if you kill a man ain’t no way to bring ‘em back

Yeah, they say it’s mind over matter
But what we livin’ for, what really matters
Some niggas silver spoons just on the platter
and other ni**as is doomed just for disaster
All alone sleeping in my bedroom
As I wet the sheets momma gon' be dead soon
'Cause a man beat her, but he don’t realize
She imported to this family like a fuckin’ heirloom

Yeah, a nigga still finds his way out
Record deal came a nigga played out,
My momma livin’ good, she’s taking days out
The same boy all that hard work payed out
500 racks for a hour show
But ain’t go never do no 60 minutes interview
Cause all you wanna do is switch my words up
And all I wanna do is flip my birds up Kinda tipsy of that red rum murda
I’m a singing ass nigga know you heard of, me
Every day my click stuntin' niggas talking down
But I'ma make em’ put them words up,
I had said all I had to say, what else
Cock suckers low blowin' under my belt, yeah
They hanging from the tip, they tryna get a sip
Don’t let them get a grip, i’m pissin’ on them myself

Nineteen, a nigga went through a tragedy
Three years, a nigga just found a better me yeah
You might find another lover
but you always started with Breezy like the letter B

Nightmares feelin’ haunted thinkin: Do I really like this star shit
Ha, because fame ain’t freedom
And this diamond chain on me mean they hold you high stich

Now I got alot of offers, telling me that the way they closing
They wanna be my sponser, but when a nigga fall off again
They’d be like: “Awful” and they gonna smile up in your face
Just like: awesome, great, wait,
Police and a thug can I relate
I guess that’s why this war is on drugs is the debate
So imma keep on living my life from day to day
Learn from my mistakes