Thurrteen - This Is Not Me

I will always try to find a way out
I will always try to change my personality
I will always listen to my own opinion
no matter what al people tell me

I don`t do it on purpose
I just try to be myself
but it doesn`t matter how hard I try
I`ll always fake somebody else
I`m afraid of show myself
afraid of who I am
Maybe they won`t notice
maybe they won`t see
the person I will look like
the person I will be
This is not me,this is not me

This is not me,who you see
who I act and who I belong to be
This is not me,who you hear,
who you know and who you feel
this is unreal,My second life..

I try to be myself,to show who I really am
but I`m afraid and scared,cuz nobody knows
my real side..
And I can`t understand,why I can`t let it go..
not now not ever..
this will stay forever.. and my real side..won`t come up..

Ya can`t trust me..Cuz I`m not me..
ya can`t like me..Cuz then ya like sombody else..
like a clone of some 0ne else..who I wanna be..
I`ll always fake somebody else
I`m afraid of show myself
afraid of who I am
Maybe they won`t notice
maybe they won`t see
the person I will look like
the person I will be
This is not me,this is not me

This is not me,who you see
who I act and who I belong to be
This is not me,who you hear,
who you know and who you feel
this is unreal,My second life..

Life sucks..but it beats the alternitive..
Shit happends..but it happend 2 much..
It`s getting worser and worser..
I try too hide myself..
Try too lock me up..
But somebody will open the door time after time..
somebody will try too give me hope..
wanna let me stay..
but it doesn`t matter how hard they try..
it won`t help..

my life is like a jail..
and I have too many years 2 go..
then ya g0nna think..
if going 2 die is a go0d way out..
maybe f0r me than.. but not for the others..
I wanna scream 0ut l0ud..
but d0n`t wake the 0thers..
the d0n`t have 2 kn0w what`s wr0ng with me
I`ll always fake somebody else
I`m afraid of show myself
afraid of who I am
Maybe they won`t notice
maybe they won`t see
the person I will look like
the person I will be
This is not me,this is not me

This is not me,who you see
who I act and who I belong to be
This is not me,who you hear,
who you know and who you feel
this is unreal,My second life..

I`ll always fake somebody else
I`m afraid of show myself
afraid of who I am
Maybe they won`t notice
maybe they won`t see
the person I will look like
the person I will be
This is not me,this is not me

This is not me,who you see
who I act and who I belong to be
This is not me,who you hear,
who you know and who you feel
this is unreal,My second life..
This is not me,who you see
who I act and who I belong to be
This is not me,who you hear,
who you know and who you feel
this is unreal,My second life..