Nikki Flores - Have what i had

Listen up
You don't deserve to hear what I'm about to say to you
Listen up
You probably ain't gonna believe this at all but it's true

You know I got a new man in my life but
Being with him is making me realize oh
Maybe I'm not as ok as I thought I was

Every time I look in his eyes I want them to be yours
Keep on telling my friends like I swear I don't miss him anymore
Don't get me wrong you know I'm happy with what I got
It ain't fair to him I want someone that hes just not

Cause all I do is spend my time tryin to find what you gave to me
But he can't compete
Cause he ain't you
That's when I realize
Boy I can't even lie
Cause now I understand
I'm never gonna have what I had

Have what I had [x8] Enough
I coulda sworn id had enough of the pain, the pain
And I
Never thought id be going through this again, ooh again
You put me through so much more than I could take but
You're the reality that I can't escape oh
I'm only lying to myself if I say I'm ok

Every time I look in his eyes I want them to be yours
Keep on telling my friends like I swear I don't miss him anymore
Don't get me wrong you know I'm happy with what I got
It ain't fair to him I want someone that hes just not

Cause all I do is spend my time tryin to find what you gave to me
But he can't compete
Cause he ain't you
That's when I realize
Boy I can't even lie
Cause now I understand
I'm never gonna have what I had

Have what I had [x8]

I never felt the way I felt when I was with you boy
And I don't think I'll ever find someone to fill that void
Even though weve both moved on I know this much is true
I can't look you in the eye
And tell you that I'm not in love with you

Cause all I do is spend my time tryin to find what you gave to me
But he can't compete
Cause he ain't you
That's when I realize
Boy I can't even lie
Cause now I understand
I'm never gonna have what I had