In fear and faith - The Solitary Life

Watch me, don't follow me,
I'm failing my family,
becoming a tragedy.
You can't stop this by any means,
I won't give an apology.
So watch me build tolerance,
I don't need any deliverance.

As I recall it was unbearable,
it's all in my head.
We've already lost a significant amount of time,
you know I couldn't fake this if I tried.
I realize that the single life is not the average alibi,
we've all been ready for the lonely life.

This is tearing me apart,
maybe it's not for me, maybe someone else should be.
Tearing themselves apart,
then again maybe I'm right where I'm supposed to be... They always say that the only way
is to promise yourself to stay.
There's so many of you that come to watch me die.
They always say that we have to be
what they're waiting for,
but you're letting it all go by.

We've already lost a significant amount of time,
you know I couldn't fake this if I tried.
I realize that the single life is not the average alibi,
we've all been ready for the lonely life.

Watch me, don't follow me,
our lives have been running out
and we're fine with where we're heading now.