Die happy - If I could fly

I have been falling
Falling backwards
In slow motion
Going down
Nothing is changing
But the distance to the sun
I have been trying
Such a long time
To get my feet back on the ground
I lost my gravity
Is this how life should be

If I could fly
I'd leave every burden behind
I would
If I could find
The way to the stars
I'd follow them one by one I have been falling
Through the silence
Always deeper underground
I'm asking questions
But the answers are so clear
And I know...
I lost my gravity
Is this how life should be

I'm not who I used to be
I'm fighting the enemy in me
It seems to be stronger
But not any longer
Is there anyone out there who could teach me how to fly?