Millionaire - Ballad of pure thought

I'm sorry that
I had to go out on my own investigation
If only I had known it
Would cause this separation,
Stupid of me,
To behave like I was free,
For the taking,
Please don't forsake me
If only I could make her,
Feel a little better
Take away these ugly thoughts,
Exorcise the demons that I brought

I must find, a state of mind,
That deals with the temptation,
I know I'm gonna find,
A way to rise above
Her expectations of me
and all that I could be,
Dedication in a relation,
Os more then any flirt
I'm cleaning up the dirt,
I'm gonna steal those haunted dreams,
Lift us up to something more supreme I always thought it would be easy,
We'd see it and feel it,
But nothing is less true,
As tears tell
It's hardcore and painful

I always thought it would be easy,
We'd see it and feel it,
But nothing is less true,
As tears tell
It's hardcore and painful