My former self - Like a drug

This engagement is gasping for oxygen
And I don't think we'll make it out alive
My remain hidden for the meantime time time
You're my broken record that I can't stop spinning
Pollution in the air that I won't stop breathing
I'm coming to terms with always failing
And nothing ever seems to be stopping me
and yo're
you're
just like a drug
I can feel you inside my veins
Inviting every single thing I hate
Too much to handle, requesting one last taste
To send me on my way
You're my broken record that I can't stop spinning
Pollution in the air that I won't stop breathing
I'm coming to terms with always failing
And nothing ever seems to be stopping me
and you're
you're
You're just like a drug
You keep me faithfully overdramatic
Parasitic, you kill me from the inside
You're my broken record that I can't stop spinning
Pollution in the air that I won't stop breathing
I'm coming to terms with always failing
And nothing ever seems to be stopping me
and you're
you're
You're just like a drug