Marina and the Diamonds - I'm A Ruin

I know that I can't have it all
But without you I am afraid I'll fall
I know I'm playing with your heart
And I could treat you better but I'm not that smart

When it comes to love, you're an easy fight
A flower in a gun, a bird in flight
It isn't fair and it isn't right
To lead you on like it's all alright

I played with your heart
And I could treat you better but I'm not that smart
You still mean everything to me
But I want to be free

I'm a ruin, yeah, I'll ruin you, I'll ruin
I've been doing things that I shouldn't do
Things I shouldn't do
Yeah, uh huh, ooh oooh, yeah
Yeah, uh huh, ooh oooh, yeah

It's difficult to move on
When nothing was right and nothing's wrong
You still can't look me in the eye
Cause you've been bitten once
And now you're twice as shy I've had my share of beautiful men
But I'm still young and I wanna love again
It's difficult to say goodbye
And easier to live a lover's lie

And I've tried to say
Babe I'm gonna ruin you if you let me stay
You still mean everything to me
But I wanna be free

I'm a ruin, yeah, I'll ruin you, I'll ruin
I've been doing things that I shouldn't do
Things I shouldn't do
Yeah, uh huh, ooh oooh, yeah
Yeah, uh huh, ooh oooh, yeah

It doesn't feel right and it doesn't feel fair
When I'm trying to move on
And you're still standing there

Don't wanna keep a secret
But I don't know how to keep it fair, yeah

I'm a ruin, yeah, I'll ruin you, I'll ruin
I've been doing things that I shouldn't do
Things I shouldn't do
But I don't wanna say goodbye (goodbye)
And baby I don't wanna lie (to lie)
To lie to you, I'm a ruin
Yeah, uh huh, ooh oooh, yeah
Yeah, uh huh, ooh oooh, yeah
Yeah, uh huh, ooh oooh, yeah