Gavin Mikhail - Banner Years

I am sorry for the bother of repeating all the things
I should believe in
If I told my story could
I use it to bring the all the end the everything

The effigy of what I set myself up here to be
The hollow peace of living still giving up all I need
Arrives complete telling every reason indiscreetly
Lasting banner years of all the things I wait to see

Am I wasting all my time
Fighting through this so-called life
Can you tell me now
How do we know just when the fight should end
When I can take the broken, bent
And shattered hopes and walk away
From this place Overcome by all the dangers, in a life less ordinary will you know
The ones who dare to carry
On with all the changes, fighting to the truth inside of me
And guiding what I need

The if's and why's of disbelieving everything they teach
And their advice spoken in the words that never reach
All the heights of heaven every lesson incomplete for
Lasting banner years of all the things I wait to see

Am I wasting all my time
Fighting through this so-called life
Can you tell me now
How do we know just when the fight should end
When I can take the broken, bent
And shattered hopes and walk away
From this place

Do you miss me since I stood and walked away
To find the reasons why I'm living every day
For that something that I can't seem to find this time
But I will be all that I set myself up here to be
And I will try to see the future through your eyes and keep
Myself fine away from all the ones who punish me for
All the little reasons every vision I will keep, but

Am I wasting all my time
Fighting through this so-called life
Can you tell me now
How do we know just when the fight should end
When I can take the broken, bent,
And shattered hopes and walk away
From this place