Julian Perretta - If I Ever Feel Better

They say an end can't be a start, feels like I've been buried, yet still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends, I feel the chaos around me, a thing I don't try to deny
But I'd better learn to accept that, there are things in my life, I can't control
They say love ain't nothing but a sore, I don't even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall, don't you know I'm so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells, finding out the secrets words won't tell
Whatever it is, it can't be named, there's a part of my world that's fading away
And you know I don't want to be clever, to be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire, but I know that a breeze can blow away
Now I know there's much more dignity, in defeat than in the brightest victory
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope, tell me please, tell me please, tell me please, baby

If I ever feel better, remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number, when it's all over, I'll let you know, you know

Hang on to the good days, I can lean on my friends
They've helped me going through hard times
And I'm feeding the enemy, I'm in league with the foe
Blame me for what's happening, I can't try, I can't try, I can't try, I can't try
No one knows the hard times I went through, if happiness came, I miss the call
These stormy days ain't over, I've tried and lost, know I think I've pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall, they were made of dust, after all
Someday, all this mess will make me laugh, I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait, 'cause If I ever feel better, remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number, when it's all over, I'll let you know, you know
If I ever feel better, remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number, when it's all over, I'll let you know, you know

It's like somebody took my place, I ain't even playing my own game
Well, the rules have changed, well, I didn't know, there are things in my life I can't control
I feel the chaos around me, a thing I don't try to deny
Tthat I'd better learn to accept that, there's a part of my life that'll go away
Dark is the night, cold is the ground, in the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb, I am sure I'll come through, I don't know how
They say an end can be a start, feels like I've been buried, yet still alive
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope, tell me please, tell me please, tell me please, baby

If I ever feel better, remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number, when it's all over, I'll let you know, you know
If I ever feel better, remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number, when it's all over, I'll let you know, you know
If I ever feel better, if I ever feel better, if I ever feel better