Katie Costello - Fading Lately

I've been finding reasons
To tell myself that I’m not really here or there much
I’ve been making scrapbooks
Of all the places I would like to go when I’m home

And I’ve got ways to disappear
And now I can’t find my way out of here
Am I really here?

I don’t know where I’ve been lately
All I see is myself fading
I don’t know who I’ve been lately
All I see is this place fading

I’ve been playing dress up
Trying to find a sweater that makes sense, given the climate
I’ve been wearing glasses
To let myself see the blurry mess, that I’ve yet to relate with And I’ve got ways to disappear
And now I can’t find my way out of here
Am I really here?

I don’t know where I’ve been lately
All I see is myself fading
I don’t know who I’ve been lately
All I see is this place fading

I just need to watch some TV
To get a better sense of what I shouldn’t be
I didn’t use breadcrumbs and now I’m stuck in this place
I left my compass at home and now I can’t find my way
I just didn’t, I just need, and now I can’t find my way

I don’t know where I’ve been lately
Everything has changed vaguely

I don’t know who I’ve been lately
All I see is this place fading
I don’t know where I’ve been lately
All I see is myself fading