Fiona Apple - Never Is A Promise

You'll never see the courage I know
Its colors richness won't appear within your view
I'll never glow - the way that you glow
Your presence dominates
the judgements made on you

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch;
I see from greater heights
I understand what I am still
too proud to mention to you

You'll say you understand, but you don't understand
You'll say you'd never give
up seeing eye to eye
But never is a promise,
and you can't afford to lie

You'll never touch - these things that I hold
The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own
You'll never feel the heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown to you You'll say, don't fear your dreams,
it's easier than it seems
You'll say you'd never let me fall
from hopes so high
But never is a promise
and you cant afford to lie

You'll never live the life that I live
I'll never live the life that wakes me in the night
You'll never hear the message I give
You'll say it looks as though I might give up this fight

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch,
I see from greater heights
I realize what I am now
too smart to mention to you

You'll say you understand, you'll never understand
I'll say Ill never wake up
knowing how or why
I don't know what to believe in, you don't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing when I start to cry
But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie