Schizophrenic - Let Me Die

Stop talking! Now!
You say you`re never going to leave me
Never going to break my heart
Well you`re too late
It already is
My heart is broken
Not you fault I know

It was just that damn boy from the corner
That damn boy from school
I loved him so much
I know I was a fool
He was a player
He broke my heart
In so many pieces..
I wanted to start glueing them together
but I just didn`t know where to start

You can`t glue them together anymore,
I know now
It`s never going to be just like before
Just like me

I thought I could never get over him
When he broke up with me
I waited till should die
But I didn`t
I always thought I would die when he would left me
But I didn`t die
Maybe was staying alive even painfuller than dying

I started to think
About everything he said
I started to pray
That soon his face would fade away
I started to scream
GET OUT OF MY DREAMS
GET OUT OF MY HEAD
I wanted to forget the look in his eyes
I started to cry
I cried, cried and cried again

Two months later,
Very strange,
My eyes were dry somehow
I guess I was all cried out
I started to smile
Not much
But sometimes I smiled
My life went on

But still..
Everytime I see him..
Everytime the pain comes up
Everytime I would die..
Right there..
In front of him..
So I wouldn`t feel the pain anymore
So he could cry