Silverene - All I Am

This is a game that I can't win,
I ran out of luck today,
I called in sick this time,
I had to draw the line somewhere,
So I would not get hurt,
When you would let me go
Welcome to the journey of the deserter,
A journey to nowhere,
Headlights on and mirror down
All I am, is all I've been,
And lately I've been up to nothing much
Worth mentioning
This year has passed me by,
And somehow it feels like,
I slept through seasons like I
Would sleep through cold winters if I could
Someday it's gonna be better,
Someday it will be all right,
Someday it's gonna be better,
But not tonight
The planets are aligned,
Against a backlit velvet sky,
And I just look at stars,
the way I'd look at you,
if you would be around