Sarah Michelle Gellar - Going Through The Motions

Buffy: Every single night
The same arrangement
I go out and fight the fight
Still I always feel the strange estrangement
Nothing here is real
Nothing here is right
I`ve been making shows of trading blows
Just hoping no one knows
That I`ve been going through the motions,
Walking through the part
Nothing seems to penetrate my...heart
(stakes a vamp)
I was always brave
An kind of righteous
And now I find I`m wavering
Crawl out of your grave
Ya find this fight just
Doesn`t mean a thing
Vampire: She ain`t got that swing
(knocks her down)
Buffy: Thanks for noticing
Two vamps and a goatlike demon:
She does pretty well
With fiends from hell
But lately we can tell
That she`s just
Two Vamp: Going through the motions
(Buffy slays one with a sword)
Goatlike Demon: Going through the motions
One Vamp: Faking it somehow
(Buffy kicks him)
Goatlike Demon: She`s not even half the girl she...
(Buffy guts him with the sword)
...Owwwww!
Buffy: Will I stay this way forever?
Sleepwalk through my life`s endeavour?

(cuts the knot to free a handsome man tied to a tree)
Saved Guy: How can I repay you?
Buffy: Whatever!
I don`t want to be
Going through the motions
Losing all my drive
I can`t even see
If this is really me
and i just wanna be
(slays a vampire)
....Alive