Smile Empty Soul - Eraser

Some days are better, they`re better than others
can`t run forever, you`re pushing me under
what a way to live my life
I`m hiding from the battles I don`t want to fight
what i`ve become

and now it`s going grey
all the lines are blurring and decayed
I can`t recall exactly who`s to blame..... anymore

is it me or is it you , something isn`t right
of all the things that we could do we just wanna fight
someday I will find the courage to embrace you
someday I will find the strength to erase you

some days I think i`m nothing without you
sometimes I wish that I could just kill you
what a way we live our lives
it`s hard to breathe
it feels like i`m infected by my dad`s disease

and now it`s going grey
and you`re the one I chose to feed me pain
and I`m the one you bring home so ashamed.....through their eyes

[chorus]

and I see myself in heaven
if I can free myself from this hell