Slipknot - Bother

Wish I was
too dead to cry
a self affliction fades
stones to throw at my creator
masochist to which I cater

You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
but once I hold on
I won't let go till it bleeds

Wish I was
too dead to care
if indeed I cared at all
never had a voice to protest
so you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
my flaws are open seasoned
for this I gave up trying
one good turn deserved my time

You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
but once I hold on
I won't let go till it bleeds

Wish I died
instead of lived
a zombie hides my face
shell forgotten with its memories
diaries left with cryptic entries and

You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
but once I hold on
I won't let go till it bleeds

You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
but once I hold on
I'll never have doubt my deceit