Beyonce - Resentment

I wish I could believe you,
then I'll be alright
but now everything you told me
really don't apply to the way I feel inside
loving you was easy once upon a time
but now my suspicions of you
are multiply
and it's all because you lied

I only give you a hard time
I cant go on and pretend like
I have tried - and tried - to forgive this
but I'm much too full of resentment

just can't seem to get over
the way you hurt me
don't know how you gave another
that didn't mean a thing
no the very thing you gave to me

I thought I could forgive you
and I know you've changed
as much as I wanna to trust you
I know it ain't the same
and its all because you lied

I only give you a hard time
I cant go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forgive this
but I'm much too full of resentment

I may never understand
why I'm doing the best that I can
I have tried - and tried - to forgive this
I'm much too full of resentment I'll always remember feeling like I was no good
like I couldn't do it for you and your mistress could
its all because you lied

loved you more than ever
more than my own life
the best part of me I gave you
I would sacrifice and it's all because you lied

I only give you a hard time
I can't go on and pretend like
I have tried - and tried - to forgive this
but I'm much too full of resentment

I know she was attractive
but I was here first
been riding with you for six years
why did I deserve
to be treated this way
by you you

I know you're probably thinking
what's wrong with B
I've been crying for too long
what did you do to me

I used to be so strong
but now you took my soul
I'm crying
can't stop crying
can't stop crying
you could've told me you wasn't happy
I know you didn't want to hurt me
look what you've done to me now
I gotta look at her in her eyes and see she is had half of me
how could you lie