Mortal love - I want to die

I'm too tired of this life
All I need is my big sleep
You are so far away
You love someone else

Another day passed me by
Another day filled with pain
You are not here
You're with someone else

I love you to death
You love someone else
So I just wanna die Create hate
I hate myself for loving you

"We have touched for the last time
You are long gone,
in love with someone else
I now fear nothing but life itself
And I have learned that living is just a slow way to die
I do not believe in life or in love anymore.
The joy I feel are the joys of emptiness
I hate myself for loving you
The fear I feel night after night
has developed into a disease
No-one can see the emptiness in my eyes.
To escape life itself now seems the only solution
With relief i look foward of letting go of the pain
Finally... there is peace in my soul
To lie dead without a concern ,
without a tear,
You own my heart
And life without you is so imensly painful
Just to think of you, talk about you, dream of you
makes tears stream down my face
I cannot imagine happiness without
your beautiful smile, your angelic face,
your wonderful body and your good heart:
You are everything , I am nothing
I want to die
But really... I am already dead"

I will not live