Sentenced - Home in despair

Again the sky has fallen down on me
Once more a world has crumbled down and over me
And yet in some twisted way I enjoy my misery
And in some strange way I have grown together
with my agony

I feel home in despair
for I dwell in grief
and I feel home
when the air's too thick to breathe
and I feel home anywhere human lives
are going down the drain
For as long as I remember
life has been hard
I guess they have "misery"
written somewhere in my stars
For I have mourned for so damn long.
that I 've forgotten what it was for
Everything has gone so wrong
that I really couldn't think of anything more I feel home in despair
for I dwell in grief
and I feel home
when the air's too thick to breathe
and I feel home anywhere human lives
are flowing down the drain

I feel home in despair
for I dwell in grief and
I feel home
when the air's too thick to breathe
and I feel home
anywhere the light of day is drowned in heavy rain
Yet I know the worst is still to come