Staind - Fade

I try to breathe.
Memories overtaking me.
I try to face them but,
the thought is too much to conceive.

I only know that I can change.
Every else just stays the same.
So now I step out of the darkness,
that my life became, 'cause...

I just needed someone to talk to.
You were just to busy with yourself.
You were never there for me,
to express how it felt.
I just stuffed it down.
Now I'm older and I feel like I
could let some of this anger
fade.
But it seems the surface,
I am scratching,
is the bed that I have made.

So, where were you,
when all this I was going through.
You never took the time,
to ask me just what you could do.

I only know that I can change.
Everything else just stays the same.
So now I step out of the darkness,
that my life became, 'cause... I just needed someone to talk to.
You were just to busy with yourself.
You were never there for me,
to express how I felt.
I just stuffed it down.
Now I'm older and I feel like I,
could let some of this anger,
fade.
But it seems the surface,
I am scratching,
is the bed that I have made.

I never meant to fade,

away.

I never meant to fade.

I just needed someone to talk to.
You were just to busy with yourself.
You were never there for me,
to express how I felt.
I just stuffed it down.
Now I'm older and I feel like I
could let some of this anger
fade.
But it seems the surface,
I am scratching,
is the bed that I have made.

I try to breathe...